Afraid

I don't know why, but I have the hole day today afraid, that I can't my dog Sally nothing see again. Sally is 15 years old. Sure thats very old for a dog and I must see, she will die in the next time. But it is not easy for me that accept, but I must. Last Thursday is Sally almost die. My mother tell me that on the phone. But now goes Sally better again and she is by my aunt and uncle for the holidays. My parent's are in the holidays now in Italy. And if they come back home, than I spend few days by my parents house.
I know, it is stupid about Sally. I know, she can't life always. But it's a strange feel.